continuousgroaning: (downcast)

[personal profile] continuousgroaning 2018-05-09 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
after reading everything above it's stupid

but i regret spending way too much time chasing after a boy who didn't like me as much as i liked him
justaskalice: (Explanation)

[personal profile] justaskalice 2018-05-09 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
is that worse or better than not pursuing one who did?
continuousgroaning: (my life is over)

[personal profile] continuousgroaning 2018-05-09 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)
It's hard to say

because i kept going after this guy and any other relationships I had didn't last long
girlybruiser: (homeboy is going to like... get it.)

not here

[personal profile] girlybruiser 2018-05-09 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ THIS IS SO SAD. ]
continuousgroaning: (worried)

Re: not here

[personal profile] continuousgroaning 2018-05-09 02:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[<3]
continuousgroaning: (my life is over)

[personal profile] continuousgroaning 2018-05-09 09:40 pm (UTC)(link)
it was fun at the time, when i still thought i had a chance, but now that I have some distance from it and realized he was probably stringing me along i do feel like a fool
continuousgroaning: (frown)

[personal profile] continuousgroaning 2018-05-09 10:05 pm (UTC)(link)
well, yeah

i mean i am 14
continuousgroaning: (8O)

[personal profile] continuousgroaning 2018-05-10 10:29 pm (UTC)(link)
It means i haven't had a lot of life experience yet
continuousgroaning: (let's consider this a bit)

[personal profile] continuousgroaning 2018-05-11 04:05 pm (UTC)(link)
in my home world it usually does

though everyone is different
continuousgroaning: (typing)

[personal profile] continuousgroaning 2018-05-14 10:21 pm (UTC)(link)
yeah, yeah, yeah

but telling yourself you shouldn't feel bad because other people have it worse isn't good
continuousgroaning: (8O)

[personal profile] continuousgroaning 2018-05-20 12:34 am (UTC)(link)
well, for me, when someone else says that it just makes me feel worse

like, oh, my problems are so insignificant, why am I feeling bad at all? then when you can't make yourself stop feeling bad it just keeps building and building

i know better than to assume everyone is like that, but I can't just make an emotion stop
continuousgroaning: (headtilt)

[personal profile] continuousgroaning 2018-05-22 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
well, that may be, but I wouldn't want to just not feel anything and i feel like that would be the end result

plus I'm not sure it's possible anyway