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[d33tached]

What is your life's greatest regret?

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[am_i_a_monster]

A regret that you can't stop thinking about, even if you want to.

[d33tached]

[There's a lengthy pause between messages.]

Yes. I suppose that would be correct.

[am_i_a_monster]

You have to find a way to live with it.

[Because you're the strong one.]

You can't let it have power over you.

[d33tached]

[Another pause, this one perhaps a bit longer.]

Yes.

You're right.

I know.

[That doesn't make it any easier, though.]

[am_i_a_monster]

Talking about it might help. Or listening to my harpsichord. It still works with one hand. Or holding someone until you fall asleep.

[d33tached]

I haven't been sleeping even so.

I can accompany you as you sleep if you wish, however.

[As if he hasn't been doing so already and of his own accord. She reminds him of K31 in certain ways. Mostly in appearance, but she is the only other girl he's ever held in bed beside him. It's a small, bittersweet comfort.]

[am_i_a_monster]

Not at all? Are you worried about nightmares?

We could have a cuddle night. Me, you, Kaneki, the pets, and a bunch of blankets and pillows, in front of the tv, with some silly movie on and comfort foods.

[d33tached]

[That sounds absolutely ridiculous to him and precisely like the sort of thing K31 would suggest if she were still here.

[To lie with Abigail and Kaneki and Tommy, though - at least he can find some sort of appeal in that idea.

[Still, he'd never admit so.]

Perhaps, if that is what you would wish, Abigail.

[am_i_a_monster]

It is. I'll even make food for us and treats for the pets. And pick out the movies.

And if you ever decide you want to talk, you know I'm here.

[d33tached]

[He won't, but.]

Yes, Abigail. I know.

You'll have to speak with Kaneki regarding the rest of what you've said. I will be home before nightfall regardless.

[am_i_a_monster]

Do you ever think about seeing a doctor? For help with sleep?

[d33tached]

No.

I have no interest in seeing any doctor.

[am_i_a_monster]

A doctor can prescribe pills to give you a good night's rest. Shut out the regrets for a night.

And a doctor can make sure there's nothing physically wrong that's keeping you up. I just got you back. I want to keep you around.

[d33tached]

I won't be seeing any doctors, Abigail, nor taking any pills.

I feel no further need to discuss this.

[am_i_a_monster]

You'll listen to my harpsichord at least, right? You need sleep.

[d33tached]

I would rather powers not be involved in my aid, but if it comes to that, then I will let you know, Abigail.

[It probably only will come to that when he's been awake a week and is starting to actually go insane, but.]

[am_i_a_monster]

Okay. I'm going to remind you if I think you're too tired.

You'll still stay with me until I fall asleep at night. You have to do that much.

[d33tached]

I will, of course.