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[flightforfreedom]

[ There are some times that Poe is thankful for his powers. This, being able to ask his communicator to scramble his ID so that he can post anonymously, is one of them. He doesn't do this often. But something has been bothering him more and more, lately. ]

has there ever been something, or a multiple somethings, that you did that at the time you knew was right, and just, but then later - maybe after coming here - now makes it a little harder to sleep at night?

a lot of us come from places where we had to do a lot of shit we wish we didn't

but we could still tell ourselves we were doing the right thing

and i still think i was doing the right thing

but here i meet ghosts and i can't help but wonder if there wasn't another way

how do you deal with it, when you can't justify everything to yourself anymore? and that's not a rhetorical question, i honestly want to know




do you think earth has made you a better or a worse person

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[darkpants_warmfeeling]

Feels like I could have written this post in my sleep.

If by 'earth' you mean this Earth, I know I've learned a lot from being here. Including how to do better than I used to.

[flightforfreedom]

so what is it that you do that makes you do better

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[darkpants_warmfeeling]

I found something I could commit to. A mission, a purpose. Something to keep me pointed in the right direction, doing work I could really believe in.