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[flightforfreedom]

[ There are some times that Poe is thankful for his powers. This, being able to ask his communicator to scramble his ID so that he can post anonymously, is one of them. He doesn't do this often. But something has been bothering him more and more, lately. ]

has there ever been something, or a multiple somethings, that you did that at the time you knew was right, and just, but then later - maybe after coming here - now makes it a little harder to sleep at night?

a lot of us come from places where we had to do a lot of shit we wish we didn't

but we could still tell ourselves we were doing the right thing

and i still think i was doing the right thing

but here i meet ghosts and i can't help but wonder if there wasn't another way

how do you deal with it, when you can't justify everything to yourself anymore? and that's not a rhetorical question, i honestly want to know




do you think earth has made you a better or a worse person

Comments

[articulations]

If you're responsible then you're responsible. There's nothing that's going to change that. You know what you're doing when you go into war. You know the consequences. No one goes in thinking they'll win and escape the mental toll it takes on you.

The people that should've died, they will. It won't be when you want them to but their lives will eventually expire just the same. It'll be a long fight. Just have hope.

I'm not saying you are. I know, personally, how hard it can be.

If you'd like, I can meet with you. I can sit with you until you fall asleep. Company helps me when I suffer through the insomnia and can't shut my brain off.


Sure. It has its perks.