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Poe "Fite Me" Dameron ([personal profile] flightforfreedom) wrote in [community profile] maskormenace2018-05-13 11:13 am

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[ There are some times that Poe is thankful for his powers. This, being able to ask his communicator to scramble his ID so that he can post anonymously, is one of them. He doesn't do this often. But something has been bothering him more and more, lately. ]

has there ever been something, or a multiple somethings, that you did that at the time you knew was right, and just, but then later - maybe after coming here - now makes it a little harder to sleep at night?

a lot of us come from places where we had to do a lot of shit we wish we didn't

but we could still tell ourselves we were doing the right thing

and i still think i was doing the right thing

but here i meet ghosts and i can't help but wonder if there wasn't another way

how do you deal with it, when you can't justify everything to yourself anymore? and that's not a rhetorical question, i honestly want to know




do you think earth has made you a better or a worse person
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[personal profile] storyseeker 2018-05-15 07:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Sounds kind of crappy if they disapprove of helping yourself but I get it. Some things aren't like they should be.
There might be ways to be discreet about it, though.
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[personal profile] storyseeker 2018-05-15 07:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, that's a thing. The vicious cycle.
At least there are resources in the imPort community.
I don't know if he's taking new patients, but seeing Dr. Chilton was really helpful to me when I had some things I needed to deal with.
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[personal profile] storyseeker 2018-05-15 07:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, yeah.
I did't notice before but that's him.
Talking helped. And he didn't let me get away with any bullshit.
That's more helpful than it sounds.