Fourth Strike; Audio
Jul. 30th, 2015 01:12 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
[There's a few seconds of silence, then a resigned huff of breath.]
I turned eighteen last week. Didn't even notice. Not sure what t'do about it. I'm a legal adult outta school and I should be happy about that. So much I can do here that I wasn't able to before. Can make a real difference in a way that matters to more than just a few people here an' there.
But I can't help but remind myself that I should have had someone here with me for this milestone. Kazuha should've graduated with me, an' I know when I go home it won't have mattered, but I was never supposed t'do it alone. She's been there with me practically my whole life, ya know? Everythin' important we did together. I haven't been thinkin' of home much, but I can't forget that she's not here, an' she should be.
[Another stretch of silence.]
Anyone else dealin' with this? What d'ya do to make it okay when ya can't share yer accomplishments with the people ya care about?
I turned eighteen last week. Didn't even notice. Not sure what t'do about it. I'm a legal adult outta school and I should be happy about that. So much I can do here that I wasn't able to before. Can make a real difference in a way that matters to more than just a few people here an' there.
But I can't help but remind myself that I should have had someone here with me for this milestone. Kazuha should've graduated with me, an' I know when I go home it won't have mattered, but I was never supposed t'do it alone. She's been there with me practically my whole life, ya know? Everythin' important we did together. I haven't been thinkin' of home much, but I can't forget that she's not here, an' she should be.
[Another stretch of silence.]
Anyone else dealin' with this? What d'ya do to make it okay when ya can't share yer accomplishments with the people ya care about?