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maskormenace2015-01-19 03:03 pm
glowsferatu) wrote in maskormenace2015-01-19 03:03 pm
Entry tags:
- jaime reyes | blue beetle,
- † ana ramir | taranto,
- † annie leonhart | n/a,
- † barnaby brooks jr. | n/a,
- † clark kent | superman,
- † croach | the tracker,
- † cu chulainn | lancer,
- † death | didi,
- † elsa | the snow queen,
- † flash thompson | agent venom,
- † freddie lounds | tattlecrime,
- † frederick chilton | chief of staff!!,
- † gon freecs | n/a,
- † greed | n/a,
- † grey | n/a,
- † hartley rathaway | the pied piper,
- † hazel lockwood | n/a,
- † houka inumuta | n/a,
- † jean kirstein | n/a,
- † jesse pinkman | diesel,
- † john mitchell | n/a,
- † john watson | n/a,
- † kaine parker | scarlet spider,
- † kanaya maryam-lalonde | psychopomp,
- † karen starr | power girl,
- † karkat vantas | knight of blood,
- † kate bishop | hawkeye,
- † kitty jones | n/a,
- † kotetsu t. kaburagi | wild tiger,
- † minho | n/a,
- † newt | the glue,
- † rick bradbury | n/a,
- † rose lalonde | seer of light,
- † samara | the justicar,
- † tempo | quake woman,
- † thomas | n/a
006 ♍ voice
[ kanaya knows she has to make this confession, not that she's particularly looking forward to it. but now that they've put her in solitary, nothing about this punishment has been satisfying. she needs something better.
everyone needs to know, but she doesn't want their pity, and doesn't deserve their sympathy. so. she kind of goes a little too far in the other direction, there. ]
I've been quiet the past few days. I say this not as an apology, because I don't particularly give a shit, but as an explanation. For those who don't know me, my name is Kanaya Maryam, an for the past few months I've been moonlighting as a costumed thug. One might even go so far as to say I was a supervillain.
Shocking, isn't it? I was a bit surprised, myself. [ not that she's going to explain that one. ]
As Hobgoblin, I committed numerous crimes, whether disrupting traffic, harassing the costumed set, playing ghost in a haunted house, other, more serious infractions. Kidnapping. Stalking. And...worse than that. [ her flippant tone cracks, her voice falling low and shaky. ] I've-- I've hurt people. People who didn't deserve it. Innocents.
[ there's a fury brimming in that last word, a self-loathing and shame. she can feel her hands shaking, her knuckles going white as she balls her fists. but they won't see that, it's important that they don't. if they recognize any remorse, it will defeat the whole purpose.
she takes a deep breath, letting it out slowly as she collects herself again. ]
For all of these things, the most the local authorities have seen fit to do is stick me in a room alone without my powers. Which is really great, I must say. Wonderful to know that we feed and house our criminals when law-abiding residents have no such amenities, especially when they aren't registered! I must say this world's punitive measures are deeply impressive, it truly overwhelms me with compunction, how much softer-handed it is than I expected when I turned myself in. I suppose I shouldn't be really surprised, when the approach to everything is such a joke, such a limp attitude toward justice is at least consistent.
But it isn't real justice. It's a mockery. [ she thinks of terezi, and wonders if she'd be more embarrassed by the meagerness of it, or that kanaya submitted herself willingly. terezi would know what to do here. ]
I'm sure many of you could do better, someone who really believes in the subject, unless you're too stuck in all the nonsense moralizing humans too often preoccupy themselves with. You're heroes. I'm a villain. That seems simple enough to me.
If you want to see real justice done, I'm not going anywhere.
everyone needs to know, but she doesn't want their pity, and doesn't deserve their sympathy. so. she kind of goes a little too far in the other direction, there. ]
I've been quiet the past few days. I say this not as an apology, because I don't particularly give a shit, but as an explanation. For those who don't know me, my name is Kanaya Maryam, an for the past few months I've been moonlighting as a costumed thug. One might even go so far as to say I was a supervillain.
Shocking, isn't it? I was a bit surprised, myself. [ not that she's going to explain that one. ]
As Hobgoblin, I committed numerous crimes, whether disrupting traffic, harassing the costumed set, playing ghost in a haunted house, other, more serious infractions. Kidnapping. Stalking. And...worse than that. [ her flippant tone cracks, her voice falling low and shaky. ] I've-- I've hurt people. People who didn't deserve it. Innocents.
[ there's a fury brimming in that last word, a self-loathing and shame. she can feel her hands shaking, her knuckles going white as she balls her fists. but they won't see that, it's important that they don't. if they recognize any remorse, it will defeat the whole purpose.
she takes a deep breath, letting it out slowly as she collects herself again. ]
For all of these things, the most the local authorities have seen fit to do is stick me in a room alone without my powers. Which is really great, I must say. Wonderful to know that we feed and house our criminals when law-abiding residents have no such amenities, especially when they aren't registered! I must say this world's punitive measures are deeply impressive, it truly overwhelms me with compunction, how much softer-handed it is than I expected when I turned myself in. I suppose I shouldn't be really surprised, when the approach to everything is such a joke, such a limp attitude toward justice is at least consistent.
But it isn't real justice. It's a mockery. [ she thinks of terezi, and wonders if she'd be more embarrassed by the meagerness of it, or that kanaya submitted herself willingly. terezi would know what to do here. ]
I'm sure many of you could do better, someone who really believes in the subject, unless you're too stuck in all the nonsense moralizing humans too often preoccupy themselves with. You're heroes. I'm a villain. That seems simple enough to me.
If you want to see real justice done, I'm not going anywhere.
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[ probably less. she doesn't have much experience with dying on this world. ]
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but they lack the gumption to ever see something of the sort to its conclusion
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the connotations arent always equivalent
but beyond that if you dont think so then how many people have you ever killed
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ive wasted too much of my life listening to humans whinging about how strong one must be to keep from killing one who shouldnt have been spared
and often followed with the anger felt about the deaths occurring as a result of that person not being dead as if the hands that spared him werent painted just as vividly in the blood of their victims
so if youve never committed it then your opinion could not be any more worthless in my consideration
murder requires initiative
repeated murder demands a strong stomach
its logistically impossible without
there is no room to hem or haw
hence gumption
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You don't need a goddamn ounce of grit or gumption or what the fuck ever to be a serial killer. And you sure as hell don't need any of that if you think that killing does a fucking thing for justice or closure. Alive or dead, it's exactly the same.
If you need to keep telling yourself otherwise, I guess that makes two of us with useless opinions.
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you think its only about what you need to know
but knowing will never be equal to doing and without the doing it simply isnt done
but i like how you try to separate them like that
im sure you must feel better at night thinking they could have nothing in common with you