Walter White (
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- harleen quinzel | harley quinn,
- jaime reyes | blue beetle,
- jonathan crane | scarecrow,
- † alistair krei | n/a,
- † ana ramir | taranto,
- † april ludgate | janet snakehole,
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- † death | didi,
- † edward elric | the fullmetal alchemist,
- † ellie langford | n/a,
- † ellie williams | n/a,
- † euphemia li britannia | n/a,
- † frederick chilton | chief of staff!!,
- † jeff winger | wingman,
- † ken kaneki | one eyed king,
- † lapis lazuli | n/a,
- † matthew lin | abduxel,
- † mike parker | n/a,
- † naruto uzumaki | n/a,
- † riku | darkeater,
- † sarah manning | n/a,
- † wally west | kid flash,
- † walter white | heisenberg,
- † will graham | wolf trap,
- † winry rockbell | n/a
[03] Video
[ The video feed starts with Walt in a room in his Heropa home, an open box on the bed filled with Kaylee's things -- coveralls neatly folded and tucked inside, wrenches and other tools laid delicately on top...the whole process seems exceedingly painful for him as with each item he pulls out of the closet, the efforts become slow and labored. ]
I don't know who knew Kaylee Frye. If you didn't, you should have. I've never met anyone so genuinely cheerful and kind. She was the sunshine in this dark, cloudy world.
[ There's a very sad, forlorn smile. This feels more like a funeral, like saying goodbye to someone who passed away. And in some cases it's worse -- them vanishing to another universe, never to remember their time here, never to be seen again. ]
She helped me when she didn't have to. She cared when she shouldn't have. She took care of me when I couldn't take care of myself. And what did she expect in return? Nothing.
[ With a long pause, it's very clear Walt is trying to maintain his composure. A breath in and a breath out. ]
I hoped I was wrong. I hoped to god I was wrong. That her disappearance was only temporary. But it's been a few weeks, and there's been no sign of her returning. I will miss her. Every day I will miss her. I already do.
This world -- it's done nothing but take things away. From me. From everyone else. Can you honestly say you've gained anything from being here?
[ Walt goes to reach into the closet for one of the final items and his hand twitches back. The sadness in the lines of his face increases as he pulls out a wrapped present -- a card reading: To Mr. White.
That's when Walt can't hold it back anymore. He sits on the edge of the bed, pulls the square-shaped present to his chest and cries. ]
I don't know who knew Kaylee Frye. If you didn't, you should have. I've never met anyone so genuinely cheerful and kind. She was the sunshine in this dark, cloudy world.
[ There's a very sad, forlorn smile. This feels more like a funeral, like saying goodbye to someone who passed away. And in some cases it's worse -- them vanishing to another universe, never to remember their time here, never to be seen again. ]
She helped me when she didn't have to. She cared when she shouldn't have. She took care of me when I couldn't take care of myself. And what did she expect in return? Nothing.
[ With a long pause, it's very clear Walt is trying to maintain his composure. A breath in and a breath out. ]
I hoped I was wrong. I hoped to god I was wrong. That her disappearance was only temporary. But it's been a few weeks, and there's been no sign of her returning. I will miss her. Every day I will miss her. I already do.
This world -- it's done nothing but take things away. From me. From everyone else. Can you honestly say you've gained anything from being here?
[ Walt goes to reach into the closet for one of the final items and his hand twitches back. The sadness in the lines of his face increases as he pulls out a wrapped present -- a card reading: To Mr. White.
That's when Walt can't hold it back anymore. He sits on the edge of the bed, pulls the square-shaped present to his chest and cries. ]
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But kindness and compassion can help reach people. Perhaps they won't change the world on their own, but I believe that they must exist before said change can occur.
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Eu...phem...ia. Did I say that, right? [ Years of being a teacher making him doublecheck his pronunciation. ]
How old are you, Euphemia? If you don't mind me asking.
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You were very close on my name, by the way! It's Yoo-fee-mee-ah. Euphemia li Britannia.
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I would celebrate it on the normal day it falls. Thinking about the missing time can be....messy.
But anyway, Euphemia, you are still so young. I hate to show how old and jaded I've become, but there are things you have yet to live through -- have yet to experience. Your beliefs are wonderful, don't get me wrong. But I also believe you're fairly naive to the world. And that can be a blessing, but it also means you stand the chance of being hurt.
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My father's wife was killed by terrorists when I was a child, and earlier this year my older brother Clovis, too, was killed by-- [she pauses. It had been the Elevens' resistance in theory, but the one who had pulled the trigger was Lelouch...] --by a man acting as part of a resistance movement.
I have seen war and conflict with my own eyes, Mr. White. I have seen people hurt each other and use those grievances as justification to hurt in retribution.
But my beliefs have not changed.
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But you're so young. You're so young to have faced those kinds of hardships.
[ Euphemia and Edward both. What kinds of worlds do these poor teenagers come from? ]
I'm so sorry for your losses.
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Perhaps it is naive of me, but I would like to create a world where no-one has to mourn their family members. Where cycles of hatred are broken instead of continuing in an escalating cycle of revenge. I feel my brother and the Lady Marianne would have wanted it that way.
We are all human, are we not? We all live, and love, and bleed. I do not believe that we are so incapable of understanding one another.
So perhaps it is naive, but is a dream I will not give up if I can help it.