Lourdes Hidalgo (
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- jonathan crane | scarecrow,
- laurie collins | wallflower,
- † agent york | the interloper,
- † crocodile | mr. 0,
- † dorian gray | n/a,
- † francis urquhart | n/a,
- † frederick chilton | chief of staff!!,
- † jang junseo | n/a,
- † jinseok jin | n/a,
- † kitty jones | n/a,
- † lourdes hidalgo | the puppet master,
- † luke castellan | n/a,
- † peter pan | n/a,
- † raina | n/a,
- † sabriel | abhorsen,
- † samara | the justicar,
- † sasha blouse | n/a,
- † tobias matthews | n/a
★ 002 | audio
[Since her hotel hostage adventure had gone south, Lourdes has been laying low - not out of a desire to look repentant (she isn't, and she sees no reason why she should pretend that she is), but because she's been sulking. Her powers are gone, which is both horrible and a relief, and she's on probation, which she considers a joke.
But what she's most upset about is that it hadn't worked. She's not at all surprised that she'd been caught, and she'd always figured that it would happen eventually - but before that, when she'd been in the hotel with everybody, it hadn't done anything to make her happy, which had been her main goal in the first place. It hadn't been like Hearst Castle, or even the Horizon. It had been meaningless, just like everything else in the world.
She waits a while before turning to the network. She hasn't actually been planning to address this in any way - not to explain herself, and certainly not to apologize. But one evening when she's sitting around in her apartment, angrily glaring at the tattoo on her wrist, she fires it up and says something on a whim.]
It was for their own good.
[She has no idea how far news of the takeover has spread, or if most of the people who hear this will even know what she's talking about. That's okay. She doesn't care.]
But what she's most upset about is that it hadn't worked. She's not at all surprised that she'd been caught, and she'd always figured that it would happen eventually - but before that, when she'd been in the hotel with everybody, it hadn't done anything to make her happy, which had been her main goal in the first place. It hadn't been like Hearst Castle, or even the Horizon. It had been meaningless, just like everything else in the world.
She waits a while before turning to the network. She hasn't actually been planning to address this in any way - not to explain herself, and certainly not to apologize. But one evening when she's sitting around in her apartment, angrily glaring at the tattoo on her wrist, she fires it up and says something on a whim.]
It was for their own good.
[She has no idea how far news of the takeover has spread, or if most of the people who hear this will even know what she's talking about. That's okay. She doesn't care.]
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[But she sounds less sure of herself now than she ever has when saying it in the past.]
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Well. Humans as a whole really aren't worth caring about. Hang the gods too, if you ask me. Aliens as well.
And you may be right, there may not be a way to fight. But what you care about is all that really defines you. Whatever plan you make... figure that out first... and then carve that into everything in your way. That's what I'd do.
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Nothing, then?
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Why should it be my job?
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But it's not making you happy.
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[... Sort of.]
I don't think anything can make me happy now.
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"Then, get even" has always been my go-to. But I can't exactly say it works out well.
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If you met them, you'd understand. They're the most terrifying creatures in the universe.
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[She's leaving out one - the very first alien she'd met. But Okoya is the sorest of subjects to her, and anyway, she still doesn't know what to make of her (his? its?) host.]
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I wonder if they'd be susceptible to charmspeak.
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How many are there?
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Eh... I'm shooting blind here. But if they weren't scared of anything, why would they need you?
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Can they just leave bodies or does the host need to be killed?
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Then hypothetically ... could you order the host body to fall into a coma?
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