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maskormenace2015-09-07 10:03 pm
kingpawn) wrote in maskormenace2015-09-07 10:03 pm
Entry tags:
- harleen quinzel | harley quinn,
- jonathan crane | scarecrow,
- xion | no i,
- † carl grimes | n/a,
- † death the kid | n/a,
- † dorian gray | n/a,
- † edward elric | the fullmetal alchemist,
- † francis urquhart | n/a,
- † frederick chilton | chief of staff!!,
- † hank schrader | n/a,
- † jeff winger | wingman,
- † jesse pinkman | diesel,
- † kitty jones | n/a,
- † lapis lazuli | n/a,
- † mathieu carver | shadow,
- † meetra surik | the exile,
- † mike parker | n/a,
- † riku | darkeater,
- † sarah manning | n/a,
- † teresa | n/a,
- † thomas | n/a,
- † tobias matthews | n/a,
- † wally west | kid flash,
- † walter white | heisenberg,
- † will graham | wolf trap,
- † winry rockbell | n/a
[04] Voice
[ So even though the feed opens up, Walt doesn't talk for a moment or so. There's a sharp inhale and it's accompanied by a piteous cough. And then after a couple minute pause, he starts talking -- sounding rather relaxed. ]
Today was my birthday.
[ A beat. Nonchalant. ]
But it's also my death anniversary. How many people can say that? Their life came a full and complete circle, starting and ending all on the same day? I mean, what are the chances? Pretty crazy, that.
[ Another brief pause. Another follow up cough. When he speaks, his voice is a little strained. ]
I mean like, this whole world. What an insane concept, right? To think that our own individual worlds are just this tiny fraction of all the different worlds out there -- some with crazy powers or vampires or Satan. We have Satan. Does anyone ever stop to think about that? How Satan has a TV show? I mean, I guess...what a better way to say welcome to hell than Satan with his own TV show. I've never actually watched it, mind. But I imagine it probably involves burning people alive.
But following that thought -- I still think this place is hell. I mean, I can't be the only dead guy walking here, can I? And it's definitely not heaven. My therapist called it purgatory once.
[ A beat. ]
Purgatory is kind of accurate. Sometimes he knows what he's talking about. All of us just sitting here and waiting -- to either go home and die for good or to do whatever it is we do here. I mean, we can't die. There's a definite statistical likelihood that we come back to life if we get killed, so do we age? I'm 53 today, but am I not really 53? Am I eternally 52 until I die again? Do I die again? Or do I just live an endless loop of my life -- dying, coming here, dying coming here until some otherworldly being makes up their mind?
Maybe that's what Satan's show is about. Collecting as many of us that belong in hell and dragging us back with him. That's a pretty morbid thought, isn't it?
[ So why is Walt laughing. Why is Walt laughing like it's the most hilarious thing in the world? Why is he laughing at all? What was he laughing at again?
The laughter dies. ]
What was I talking about again? [ But it's lost. ] Anyway, I just want to know. Is there anyone else out there who died? Bonus if you died on your birthday. Might be good to talk about it. Therapeutic. And I'm here to listen. We can talk here or in person. If anyone wants to go with me to get birthdeath day breakfast for dinner, that could be a thing. That we do.
Today was my birthday.
[ A beat. Nonchalant. ]
But it's also my death anniversary. How many people can say that? Their life came a full and complete circle, starting and ending all on the same day? I mean, what are the chances? Pretty crazy, that.
[ Another brief pause. Another follow up cough. When he speaks, his voice is a little strained. ]
I mean like, this whole world. What an insane concept, right? To think that our own individual worlds are just this tiny fraction of all the different worlds out there -- some with crazy powers or vampires or Satan. We have Satan. Does anyone ever stop to think about that? How Satan has a TV show? I mean, I guess...what a better way to say welcome to hell than Satan with his own TV show. I've never actually watched it, mind. But I imagine it probably involves burning people alive.
But following that thought -- I still think this place is hell. I mean, I can't be the only dead guy walking here, can I? And it's definitely not heaven. My therapist called it purgatory once.
[ A beat. ]
Purgatory is kind of accurate. Sometimes he knows what he's talking about. All of us just sitting here and waiting -- to either go home and die for good or to do whatever it is we do here. I mean, we can't die. There's a definite statistical likelihood that we come back to life if we get killed, so do we age? I'm 53 today, but am I not really 53? Am I eternally 52 until I die again? Do I die again? Or do I just live an endless loop of my life -- dying, coming here, dying coming here until some otherworldly being makes up their mind?
Maybe that's what Satan's show is about. Collecting as many of us that belong in hell and dragging us back with him. That's a pretty morbid thought, isn't it?
[ So why is Walt laughing. Why is Walt laughing like it's the most hilarious thing in the world? Why is he laughing at all? What was he laughing at again?
The laughter dies. ]
What was I talking about again? [ But it's lost. ] Anyway, I just want to know. Is there anyone else out there who died? Bonus if you died on your birthday. Might be good to talk about it. Therapeutic. And I'm here to listen. We can talk here or in person. If anyone wants to go with me to get birthdeath day breakfast for dinner, that could be a thing. That we do.
[ video ]
Well. I am advanced in chemistry. I taught high school chemistry back home and teach part time here as well. I also work at the pharmacy with chemicals on a daily basis. So there's that.
[ And meth making. ]
But I'm sure your being modest. After all, you were very helpful with your notes and research. You had all of that prepared, and that's more than a lot of people do in this world.
[ video ]
Considering I know nothing of chemistry, that sounds like expertise to me. Must be fun in some ways, though. [ as a literature student, he never did anything awesome like building volcanoes, creating perfumes... making meth. ]
I think most people would just call me picky and paranoid for that. [ because he is, yes. But those notes exist because Kaneki wants to make sure he finds out everything he can about this place, since he doesn't trust the government ] I like to be pro-active.
[ video ]
[ He says it with a jovial laugh. ]
But I certainly wouldn't call it paranoid to be precautions and plan ahead. The same most people who would poke fun at you for it could stand to learn a great lesson from you before it's too late.
[ video ]
And after, kaneki hums ]
I think most just want to see all of this as... inevitable and want to trust our hosts. Which I understand. It's easier to lead a simple life like that- [ ... ] And maybe they are right. [ he doesn't think so, though ]
[ video ]
Yeah, maybe.
It certainly is easier to trust in them. Life is getting a bit more complicated for the Unsettled.
[ video ]
Though, I can't say much. I am registered. it'd be hypocrite of me. [ of course. ]
[ video ]
[ Walt holds up his wrist to display his own REGISTERED tattoo. ]
[ video ]
Why are you, if it's okay to ask?