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maskormenace2015-10-05 06:22 am
glowsferatu) wrote in maskormenace2015-10-05 06:22 am
Entry tags:
- kang | n/a,
- laurie collins | wallflower,
- † ana ramir | taranto,
- † barnaby brooks jr. | n/a,
- † frederick chilton | chief of staff!!,
- † hisoka the magician | n/a,
- † jang junseo | n/a,
- † jinseok jin | n/a,
- † josuke higashikata | crazy diamond,
- † kanaya maryam-lalonde | psychopomp,
- † karen starr | power girl,
- † ken kaneki | one eyed king,
- † kotetsu t. kaburagi | wild tiger,
- † nagachika hideyoshi | fleetfoot,
- † newton geiszler | n/a,
- † qubit | n/a,
- † riku | darkeater,
- † roxy lalonde | rogue of void,
- † samara | the justicar,
- † the (twelfth) doctor | stop that,
- † the red plains rider | n/a,
- † thomas | n/a,
- † tobias matthews | n/a
010 ♍ text ♍ locked from norman osborn, hazel lockwood
hope can be such a fickle thing
ive lived my life without it for years and it chooses now of all times to barrel its way back in
but none of that makes it fit in the environment
its only like an ice cube trying to enjoy a summers day
even when im staring at it in front of me i cant seem to conquer the idea that it isnt mine
that im not the one who gets a happy ending its only being borrowed from someone else
another me from another timeline who things progressed more happily for
another me who could look at this and actually feel like shes earned it
i dont know what to do with this feeling
except to know its made a fool of me
[ She includes a photo taken on her desk, some weird black ball covered in candy corn spikes. Is it a Halloween decoration? ]
im going to be a mother after all
ive lived my life without it for years and it chooses now of all times to barrel its way back in
but none of that makes it fit in the environment
its only like an ice cube trying to enjoy a summers day
even when im staring at it in front of me i cant seem to conquer the idea that it isnt mine
that im not the one who gets a happy ending its only being borrowed from someone else
another me from another timeline who things progressed more happily for
another me who could look at this and actually feel like shes earned it
i dont know what to do with this feeling
except to know its made a fool of me
[ She includes a photo taken on her desk, some weird black ball covered in candy corn spikes. Is it a Halloween decoration? ]
im going to be a mother after all
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That's an... egg?
[Is it awkward if he asks whether she laid it?]
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it is
from which will hatch a young mother grub
though i suppose daughter grub would be more appropriate terminology
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But then again, I wouldn't know what to ask you without feeling as though I'm prying into something you don't really want to talk about.
And you did say that you don't like to speak of your world at length.
If I may ask anyway, what is its significance?
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but approached the right way under the right circumstances and in the right mood i can be convinced to share
this is the matriorb
its something i lost when i was much younger
but in it rests the very future of my species
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[If one overlooks the fact that it also looks like it was a bitch for whoever laid it...]
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id never thought of it that way
but its been some years since id actually seen it last
my little ray of sunshine you might call it
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WHOA, CONGRATULATIONS. Hey, I might not be able to express what it's like to be a parent or anything, but if my own mom is anyone to go off of, I think you're gonna' be really happy.
For real.
I'm happy for you, Miss Kanaya!
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My entire life has been in preparation for this moment
i think that if there would ever be a chance for me to be happy
this is it
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who fucked who to make that
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its a troll thing but we also arent strictly speaking of trolls either
you see the grub that will hatch from this egg isnt actually a member of my species
ill be no more her biological mother than my own mother was
and yet it was made without any fucking whatsoever
the matriorb only occurs in virgin mother grubs
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i thought i sent this hours ago
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(I'm joking, by the way)
[ cause hey, it's not like she could tell over text, right? ]
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it would be a very long time before she would be mature enough to take a slurry
and even then the process wouldnt be uh
viable
[ Not when the only other troll is basically her brother. But it isn't like he knows all these ridiculous details about her ridiculous species. ]
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I suppose some congratulations are in order. May I ask who's the father?
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I am entirely too gay to be asked that question
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What.
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I, uh. Tried to call you the other day, to tell you. But the phones were a bit fucked.
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Congratulations, Kanaya.
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the conditions arent ideal now but they have plenty of time to change before theyll be relevant
is it terribly selfish if the only thing this will achieve beyond a new life itself is my own personal fulfillment
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ill be sure to spread whatever spare sparkles that typeface has left me
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the kanaya i gave it 2 didnt feel like shed earned it either
but i think the thing we worked out is
the real challenge is gonna be raising her
im glad though its good 2 see u happy
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i expect some arduous quest or long drawn out process
only to simply have it handed to me
i suppose that quest was never mine to finish
if my challenge is instead to see her to maturity then its a challenge ill readily accept
this already was a quest i knew awaited me
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Congrats. It's gonna be amazing.
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I have no doubt. I'm sure we have yet to imagine just quite how amazing it will be.
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Will it happen right away? You're kinda young, don't you think? Or is that how it works where you're from?
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i think i may have gotten a bit older than i should be for the whole thing
but im ready
ive been waiting years for this
i just need to ensure the circumstances will be just as ready
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it would be rather alarming for you to offer your condolences
[ Samara especially. It's okay sad mom. ]
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he smiles, using video for once, warm. ]
You'll be an incredible mother. [ there's some excitement in his eyes, perked up ] What do you think you'd name her? Him?
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Her. And I do do hope that I will be sufficient enough to do right by her. But I think I have a bit more thinking before I settle on a name.
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before i know it someone will be gossiping about how im raising an alien army to conquer earth now
probably turning them all into vampires for good measure
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He has no idea what that is. Is it like a blanket swaddled child? What is even happening here? ]
Your baby looks really sick.
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she doesnt look like much of anything just yet
she hasnt even hatched
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[Welcome to the imPort Parent Club, Kanaya. It is small and there are no jackets.]
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Thank you. I can't help but wonder if it's the easy part I've put behind me, now.
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[He sounds genuine about it, too.]
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[She's not being culturally insensitive nor grossed out, just...spines and all...that had to hurt.]
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[ And did she die because that thing was growing inside her? The odds are really good. ]
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that was supposed to be video, sorry
figured so haha
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text; id reads "newt geiszler" -- I'm sorry. I read the entire post except the private stuff
Anyway! You're obviously not human (Qubit called you a troll--is that what your species calls itself? If so, what's a Wiggler? Is that a species/evolutionary step/sect within your society? What would you prefer to be called? I gathered from this that you're somehow biologically insect but with a human-like shape (nice horns--I see they kind of match the spikes on the orb))
Ok, things learned from this post: you sew, you're gay, that spiky thing is an egg/Matriorb (awesome, btw) which YOU did not lay (and the virgin surrogate that did lay it had to die to give birth to it) and the egg will hatch a Mother(Daughter?) Grub (are all of your kind female?) which will be grub-like and won't walk upright until it has emerged from its cocoon (how long?). It technically won't even be your kind, but sort of is (is it a next evolution in your species?). Mother Grubs serve more as incubators than nannies, but are responsible for helping you recover your species (are they like a Hive Queen? Are you a drone? You said you were born/created to do this? Are you technically a Mother Grub too? Are you technically manufactured for your purpose or is your bloodcolor/type genetically passed down from your own virgin-surrogate egg-layer? Were you a Daughter Grub turned Mother Grub who has now produced a Daughter Grub of your own to become a Mother Grub...etc etc?). Beasts (any) would be nannies, some even eat your kind, but I assume you don't have those here because you're going to serve as the nanny/parent. There's about a month, roughly, of gestation/incubation before your grub is hatched.
Right, so, questions:
What is a Lusus (lusus sounds Latin? Matriorb definitely is--orbis ring and māter mother--are these your world's words or a translation into our languages?) How do you know what your grub will look like, that she will have wings and won't have an endoskeleton (are you manufacturing her appearance? what control, if any, do you have over it? how do your species genetics work to dictate the appearances of your offspring?)?
What do you mean when you say that the blood will be externalized? What kind of cardiovascular system do you have? And in what way is the hierarchy on your planet (which is what planet, exactly?) dictated by blood color? Your green??? blood color means you're going to help recover your species by caring for this Mother Grub until it can produce a grub of its own? What kind of ranking does that put you in? Who else from your world (you mentioned one, who you were disinclined to breed with) is here and what kind of rank or status does their blood color indicate?
Wow, that was longer than I meant it to be. But like I said, this is fascinating shit.
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...is that... the baby? [She is trying to sound excited for this woman, because this is clearly very important! But she also sounds puzzled.]
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She hasn't hatched just yet, but yes. She will be.
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